Sigh. This weekend was better than expected... in more ways that one. Saturday seemed to be the big kahuna of the weekend.

Harry Potter was of course the largely anticipated event for this past weekend. I got my copy in the mail on Saturday afternoon (I had to wait patiently – patiently meaning spending my entire first half of the day staring out at the window just waiting for the mailman to come – cuz I’m dorky like that... and I like it that way) I was both happy and sad to complete the Harry Potter journey. The ending was better than I expected, but I still feel like there are a lot of unanswered questions.

Saturday night I made an executive decision – which as of right now is turning out better than I expected.

Sunday was a pretty mellow day overall. Played some billiards, went to dinner, and was surprised (in a good way) again.

I’m merely hoping that my decision to give someone a second chance is worth putting my heart on the line (and I haven’t regretted it yet...). Doing so, has also allowed me to see who some of my true friends really are. I am saddened by the lack of support I have received in my recent decision, but I am also uplifted by the new friend I have seemed to gain.

To him: My heart no longer grieves - and if its possible, I think I have found a deeper degree of love for you.



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I was unhappy it's true -
But I still love you.
I think about you all the time,
I can't seem to get you off my mind.
Sleep is a fond memory for me now,
And food seems tasteless in my mouth.
I cry uncontrollably when I think about the way
You held me, kissed me, or talked with me.
You are so angry with me it’s true,
I wished that I hadn’t walked out on you.
I have regrets about the way things went,
And I want to be with you again.
So for now, I will wait
As my heart continues to break.



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Happy 3rd Anniversary to me!!





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While we may be coming up on the verge of summer... I have a hard time looking at it that way.

I’m still in my spring semester at Hopkins (which goes until the end of June). I start my summer classes tomorrow night – and they take me until mid-August, when I start my fall semester at Hopkins again. :sigh: School feels interminable to me sometimes. I bask in the solace that at this time next year I will have my Bachelors in hand.

I’m working on some drawings (which I’m only going to give you the tease of... since one or two of them are gifts). I have been managing to fit in some sketching during class though (because I’m a bad student like that ). Obviously I’ve been toting my camera around with me, and for now I think that most of my updates will be of the photographic nature.

Bear with me!





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I just got back from Atlantis on Paradise Island in the Bahamas for my birthday!! It was AWESOME!! I had such a good time. Expect to see some pics later on.


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